wonderstruckkitten13:

dear Taylor, this will probably get buried under everything else. but this is important to me. this is Justin Carmical, my best friend. he took his own life on January 23rd. but about a year prior, he recorded this message that I believe everyone in the world should see. this is for anyone that has ever felt worthless. this is for anyone who has ever felt like no one cares. even though Justin is gone, I want his words to live on forever so my best friend will not have died in vain.

you are loved.

taylorswift

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  • #taylor swift #justin carmical #jewwario #ripjewwario #katie remembers justin
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And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You’re my shooting star <3 

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  • 2 days ago

I don’t know how to think about anyone but myself. I don’t know how to understand people or their feelings or their situations or problems. I’m selfish, self centred, I don’t feel true empathy and I cannot help any one because all I know how to do is focus on how things affect me. I don’t know how to be a friend. I’m useless.

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  • 2 days ago

Goodbye, anowlofmanycolors. You were my best friend and my solace. I’ll miss you, Matt. I hope someday we can be friends again.

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  • 2 days ago

Matt’s fiancee had a message for me from him earlier this evening.  He said he cannot write to me and and he cannot be my emotional support.

So our friendship is effectively over.

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  • 2 days ago
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I’m not suicidal anymore, I’m promise. I’m lonely and sad. My dear Luke is busy with school. Most of my other friends are busy things as well. 

One night, a year and a half ago, God sent me a friend who was always there for me when I needed him. I have been robbed of him and no has been able to step up and fill in and I am lost.

Is there someone out there? Anyone?

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  • 5 days ago
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Anyone awake and in the mood for a Skype chat? I am.

I’m christyrachelle if you don’t have me added yet.

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  • 5 days ago

Someday you’ll be free.

Someday I can breathe.

Someday you will be well.

Someday I’ll be laughing.

Someday you’ll be married.

Someday I shall be as well.

Someday we’ll have our heart’s desires.

Separate but happy.

Someday.

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  • 6 days ago

I really need to talk to someone. Please. If you don’t have me on Skype, I’m christyrachelle.

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We’re playing a second round! http://pyx-2.socialgamer.net/game.jsp#game=178 Message me for the password!

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  • #friday night CAH
  • 1 week ago

Friday Night CAH

http://pyx-2.socialgamer.net/game.jsp#game=178

We’ll be starting here shortly, message me for the password!

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  • #friday night CAH
  • 1 week ago

shouldnt:

THE FACT THAT THE AMERICAN PEDIATRIC SOCIETY TOLD AMERICAN SCHOOL SYSTEMS THAT TEENS SHOULD NOT BE UP BEFORE 8:30 AND ONLY 15% OF SCHOOLS LISTENED ANGERS ME SO MUCH

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